I tried.

I waited a while to post on here. Its only been two days, but I feel stronger today. See, when life turns upside down it often times takes three days to see correctly again. Two days ago we came to my mothers. I know we were planning the move, it just happened a little more suddenly than I thought it would. The day before yesterday I fell apart. Completely. Cried so hard I literally got sick. Then I sat on my Mommas  porch and started putting myself back together. I woke up yesterday, got sick and then got to work. Keeping busy most of the day helps. Anakin and I cleaned and painted and played all day. Talked to an old friend last night and other things weighing on my heart hit me. Cried a bit then went to sleep. This morning all these changes didn't hit so hard. Felt naseous but didn't get sick. My chest still hurts, but thats going to take some time. Once the initial stress is gone I know it will feel better. Today we have yet another ridixulous to-do list and I'm anxious to start.  Life keeps moving forward, ready or not, so I'm gettin there. I know that this is far from over. But I know that each step will get easier and on most fronts I think we're headed in the rights directions.  Its time to get my life in order. Have a great day everyone!