Anger.

It's red hot, liquid fire
sweeping through  me like a knife
How could you do this to me
Walk away like I'm nothing to you
Is this what family means
when did you stop trying to care
I know the beasts in me
Never thought I'd see yours
Seriously though, I want to know
You said you'd always be there
Promised you'd always have an ear
But seasons change and people do too
You're not even my sister anymore
Just the shell of a woman I used to revere
 I once told a friend
that every ounce of good in me
Everything came from you
How wrong was I
Why didn't I see
That all the good I saw in you
Was really the good in me
I held you when you cried
Abandoned childhood without a shame
Helped you through when you were weak
Did you forget about me
Then through Times; my darkest year
Where the fuck were you my dear
Especially tonight as I sit so weak
Tonight your judging eye fell on me
Well screw your and your misery
I'll still come out the best I can be