So today I am going to talk to my husband/ex-husband/its all up in the air. Part of me is hoping that we can work things out. The other part of me is pretty sure he moved on a long time ago. Either way, it will be somewhat of an answer. I'm walking into this knowing that I know nothing at all. And I know that walking away, with either answer, I will be okay. See; before I have wondered if it would destroy me if he said no. The answer to that? No it will not. I am my own person. I do not depend on him for my own self support. Do I want him by my side? Simply answered; yes. But I now know that I will survive and grow no matter what happens during this conversation. I have made many mistakes in my life. Perhaps the worst has been believing I need someone else to see the good in me. I look in the mirror today and I still see my scars. But I also see my heart, my spirit. That, my friends, has been a goal all along. One that has finally been achieved. So...with all that being said; I will walk into this conversation knowing that God's will shall be done and the answers I receive are just exactly what I need to hear.
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