Ladies and gentlemen I have decided this will be my last post on here. I know my past few posts have been a little bitter, but I promise I will be alright. See, sometimes you love someone so much that you are willing to give up a part of yourself to be with them. And that is where I am now. It hurts mostly. It's a little scary, especially to a former dreamer such as I. A wanderer that is now saying goodbye to the universe and hello to someone's heart. But you can take comfort in knowing there will always be a hand to hold. No sports practice or school play will ever be missed. And even when you are completely broken, that person will love each individual part. This journey was about falling in love with myself. And I did there for a while, fell in love with a part of myself. But I am giving that up with the prayer that tomorrow will be better. Sometimes you love someone else more than you love yourself. I guess that's the only kind of love that lasts forever. Some days I'm going to feel bitter, I'm going to wonder. And some days I'll look wistfully into the sunset looking for the magic I once thought I knew. But at the end of each day, I will lay my head down knowing someone is there for my forever. Because not all dreams come true. I think that's why God lets us sleep. Our dreams can be a comfort there and get us through the night. With that; sweet dreams everyone.
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