I'm a single mother. I'm bipolar. I'm 21. I don't give a damn what that makes people think. I have a horrible past, some of which I may share here. I have a brilliant future. This is my journey of self healing :)
Tuesday, November 13, 2012
Here's the gist of me.
Today I reached a breaking point. Felt like I was at my wits end. It took one friend messaging me, one person I barely even know making me smile, and I was okay again. Took a step back from that dark abyss and smiled. It's that simple. Life can bring you down, make you cry, drive your soul to the brink of no end. All you have to do is smile though. Hold on to that reckless abandon and smile for a while, everything can be made better by that tiny simple action. Now I'm dancing around (well, took a moment to share this with you all) and I'm cooking. I'm laughing with my son, spending time with him like I haven't been the past few days. He looked at me today and told me I was being mean. Broke my heart to realize it was true. We all make mistakes though, and now it's time for me to get back to making amends with him. I love you all, my heart is open and caring. Never believe anything different about me because it simply wouldn't be true. I'm done guys, just remember how miraculous life is.
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