Lesson learned.

It takes longer to put yourself together than it does to fall apart. This is something I have learned. Something I am still learning every moment of every day. A lot has happened recently. A lot I am not willing to get into. But all of it has made me realize some pretty deep truths. You know, I read a quote the other day. It said that there's a difference between getting through something and getting over it. I never realized how true that really is. So much has happened in my lifetime, I never took the time to get over it all. To grieve, to be angry, to realize the truths. Here's what it's come down to though. I've needed this time for me, still do. And I'm going to make mistakes. Travel down the wrong path sometimes. Get a little distracted from everything. But I have this underlying need. This determination, if you will. To make life better for me and for my son. There's nothing I wouldn't do for him, my little miracle. I will get over it all and I will move forward better than ever. Also, I know you're still reading this. I will get over you. And I will always be here for you, no matter how bad it has hurt me. What's best for me is not to dwell on the could be or the what if. What is best for me is to move forward. One step, one minute, one moment into the future. Because that's truly the only way to live. I've screwed a lot of things up in this life of mine. I've hurt others by pushing myself too far. To the one I've hurt the most, and you know who you are, I am sorry. We will get through this though. And I have no doubt that we will be amazing friends once we're both over all that has happened recently. Every person in my life right now has been a true friend. And that's hard to find. I have a lot of friends and a lot of great quality friends. I am truly blessed there. To have gone through everything I have been through. To survive and come out still enjoying the sunshine and laughter. I know I'm a spectacular woman. I draw people to me with my personality. I write this blog to share my journey with everyone. And I thank you all for being here, for allowing me to share. I don't even really know what else to put on here...it's another day in my journey and today has been and good one and truly inspiring. Healing as well. another momentous step forward. To everyone out there reading: have a great day. Life is a miracle and it should be filled with joy and laughter. Get through the hard times, over the bad, and come out soaring full of wonder.