Heyyyy. Bahaha, it pisses me off when others do that.

Home from work, made some pretty good money tonight. Don't have any of it though because it all went into savings for the new apartment! I'm tired physically but mentally my mind is racing again. I'm excited for this change. I'm also missing a lot of people tonight. My sisters for starters. The younger messaged me on Facebook yesterday. She's been through too much and it kills me that I can't see her very often...I cried yesterday when she told me she loved me and missed me. Then my oldest sister texted me and I lost it. My husband didn't like her and her spouse. So for three years I barely saw them. When the divorce started I swore I'd be around more and haven't made that happen. It's been kind of a both ends need to meet in the middle but can't seem to type of deal. Either way, she was my role model for years and I miss her something fierce. I'm not even gonna begin to go into how much I miss them because we'll be here all night, but I'm gonna make that change too. I'm going to make the time to see them. My family is very important to me and ive been very distant from a lot of them the past year or two. its time for that to change. We were once a close knit group and I find myself wanting that back. I want them to be a major part of my life again. Other than that I've got some excitement going on for upcoming events. Not going into those because y'all don't need to know where I'll be, but I'm pretty damn excited! I'm nervous about being accepted to have an apartment, because I've never had my own lease. But I'm hoping that I'll be approved when I finally decide on one...I guess we'll see on that as well. Hrmm...oh yeah, I'm in a major cleaning mood. People tell me I'm OCD, but I'm not. Just particular. I made myself stop cleaning though because I'm not dusting everything and doing the floors tonight, besides that everything is done. Well, minus laundry which I'm slowly working on. I'm also grateful I didn't have to do the damn dishes. Lol. Well guys, I'm thinking that's it for now. No major deep thoughts or anything I want to get into. I'm still in work mode so I can feel it lurking in the back of my mind but I'm not ready to go there just yet.