I'm a single mother. I'm bipolar. I'm 21. I don't give a damn what that makes people think. I have a horrible past, some of which I may share here. I have a brilliant future. This is my journey of self healing :)
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
My Love
One of God's greatest gifts to me has been compassion. The compassion I feel for people is amazingly strong, overwhelmingly so at times. Now, some people call this a curse, but I'm about to tell you this from the furthest depths of my soul. I will never give up on you. My compassion and passion for people is my greatest strength, one of this first I have come to accept on my own personal journey. The foundation of my soul is compassion, truth, love, and sweet amazing joy. Through these things my eyes see your soul. Whenever you are weak, whenever your soul is a mess, I will be here with all the loving passion in the world, arms wide open. It does not matter what you have done, your past is no burden to me. I am here on a foundation of the most solid rock to tell you how amazing your soul truly is. Now some may think this is a burden to me, but I am here to say that my compassion for others is my greatest strength. I'm never giving it up. I may care too much, it may cause me pain, but my compassion is part of what makes my own soul so beautiful. Whether you accept it or not is entirely up to you. Some nights, I feel like my soul is being ripped apart. Torn, ragged, and used, but in the morning when I wake, I just begin anew, smiling at the sunshine on my face. Replenishing that joy in my heart. This is for you, and you, most especially you. Feel the beauty of my soul, it's there for people just like you. I go to this place in my heart, a very special place of mine. There are fields and mountain tops, flowers, swing sets and picnics basking in the warmth of this most beautiful sunshine, under a blanket of the most gorgeous stars. This place in my heart is for you. And, push as you might, it remains open. A spring of never ending joy with arms wide open. This place is for you, and especially you.
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