Still Day 1

                               
I haven't slept. This isn't unusual. I don't feel like giving any confessions from the soul right now. For days and weeks I've just been trying to get through each day. I have some amazing people in my life that have helped me through. Anakin woke up earlier than usual, he's very hyper. I dislike this Lazytown show, but he loves it. We may go to the park if it warms up. Who knows, right now, I just want all of the thoughts to stop racing through my head...I want one full night of rest. Just one. I'm trying to eat and my son is thinking of every reason not to let me. I know that he loves my attention, but he has no idea how much I love my solitary nights...time to transition to happy mommy :)