Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Sorry loves, not sleeping yet.

Just wanted to take a moment to say I'm happy. Not like an up phase over charged battery happy. Y'all know what I'm talking about if you know bipolar tendencies. It's not the ashdkjssokivfcskxo *phewm* and I'm down for the count type of happy. It's the, I'm standing on solid ground and making progress type of happy. I'm elated and excited and sleepy (yea, it's kinda almost six am). I know there's going to be hard times, I know I'm going to struggle. But for now, and the main reason of this post, is to say I'm happy. It's not all bad. Even with the happy there are moments of sadness, frustration and downright nastiness. The happy still wins though, if you let it :) Every journey begins somewhere and takes twists and turns, has ups and downs. I'm strapped into my favorite penguin footy pajamas and I'm goin on a ride :) I keep talking about beginning this journey, but it's honestly already begun. I'm taking life by the band member and marching through. Haha, I'm so clever :) so for those of you reading. This is that bubbling over personality side of me I talk so much about. Sarah : one. Depression : zero. My it feels good saying that :) now, and on that happy note, I'm going to sleep!

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